I think I\’m about to be laid off. My boss told me this morning that he\’s going away for 2 to 3 weeks, and there\’s no work for me during that time. Then, when he gets back, \”maybe\” there will be stuff for me to do. I should be happy. 3 weeks of doing nothing! Not even school! I\’ve been dreaming of this for years.

I should be happy, but I\’m not. I\’m kind of sad, actually. I still haven\’t found a full time job yet. I\’ve lost count of how many jobs I applied for, and I\’ve had no interviews so far. I don\’t know why I\’m in such a hurry. I know I\’m just gonna be miserable when I do get a job, cause work sucks. I\’m living with my parents again, so no rent or utility bills to pay, and I have some money in the bank from my part time jobs so I don\’t have any financial worries for the time being. I should just relax and be happy.